always so busy. life is so routine, it's fine. i don't mind until homework builds up or i have no time for my friends. today i have no obligations. no work. no babysitting. BUT i'm going to spend my day doing homework, catching up, and getting ahead. lammmeeeeee.
sometimes that's what it takes.
it'll be a productive day, crossing things off my checklist. i kinda love that feeling. And if i get enough homework done today i may reward myself with a little shopping spree. can't beat that......... alright, alright i already have things at hold at work, i know i'm going shopping today.
time to get motivated!
Friday, February 26, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
thursdays.
thursdays are always such a busy day for me.
wake up, get ready.
watch Aiden at 9 until about 12.
go hang out with the stump boys, Paul & Hank around 12:15 til 3:45.
physio lecture at 4:30.
sign language at 6.
AND THEN.....
date night with EMILY WEST.
yes i love babysitting, class is a drag.
but every thursday always ends with lots of fun and laughter :)
God thank you for Emily.
she is an amazing girl and a fabulous friend.
this past year was crazy...
BUT we both survived through each other.
i loves you emi :)
tonight we are going to see shutter island.
"pull yourself together Teddy"
can't wait.
just gotta get through class.
blehh.
wake up, get ready.
watch Aiden at 9 until about 12.
go hang out with the stump boys, Paul & Hank around 12:15 til 3:45.
physio lecture at 4:30.
sign language at 6.
AND THEN.....
date night with EMILY WEST.
yes i love babysitting, class is a drag.
but every thursday always ends with lots of fun and laughter :)
God thank you for Emily.
she is an amazing girl and a fabulous friend.
this past year was crazy...
BUT we both survived through each other.
i loves you emi :)
tonight we are going to see shutter island.
"pull yourself together Teddy"
can't wait.
just gotta get through class.
blehh.
Monday, February 22, 2010
michael bublé
doing homework.
listening to my itunes on shuffle.
&& Michael Bublé comes on.
[[ Haven't Met You Yet ]]
I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.
I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.
And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.
I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.
And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your love is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.
But somehow I know that it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.
They say all's fair.
In love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and,
We'll be united.
And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.
And someday I know it'll all turn out.
And I'll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.
You know it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, to give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.
I just haven't met you yet.
this is my song for now.
whether i've met the right guy and timing was off or i have yet to meet him..
they always say you'll know for sure when its right.
staying strong.
waiting patiently.
i'm young.
[and not ready]
continuing to focus on God. focus on school. and who i am.
♥
listening to my itunes on shuffle.
&& Michael Bublé comes on.
[[ Haven't Met You Yet ]]
I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.
I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.
And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.
I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.
And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your love is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.
But somehow I know that it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.
They say all's fair.
In love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and,
We'll be united.
And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.
And someday I know it'll all turn out.
And I'll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.
You know it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, to give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.
I just haven't met you yet.
this is my song for now.
whether i've met the right guy and timing was off or i have yet to meet him..
they always say you'll know for sure when its right.
staying strong.
waiting patiently.
i'm young.
[and not ready]
continuing to focus on God. focus on school. and who i am.
♥
its the little things in life.
my dad made me hot chocolate this morning.
today is gonna b a good day.
today is gonna b a good day.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
think before you speak.
i woke up with puffy eyes and a headache.... a long night of crying will do that to you.
my sister and i got in yet another fight last night. but this time... it was different. we always yell and scream and push each other, say things we don't mean. this time i said i said i hated her.
of course i didn't really mean it.
but my dad reminded me of how powerful the word hate is.
she's just probably the most difficult person to understand and deal with. we are so different. she is her own person. and as hard as i try to help and fix things i always fail. when will i learn. i can't change who she is. i can't control how she acts. she will understand in her own time.
its hard to explain why i get so upset when she does something we both know is wrong. but she's stubborn and apparently so am i.
i do know that i love her.
today i apologized for some of the things i said and explained my frustration.
but really you can't take back the things you say.
my filter broke last night and i relearned a good lesson,
think before you speak.
my sister and i got in yet another fight last night. but this time... it was different. we always yell and scream and push each other, say things we don't mean. this time i said i said i hated her.
of course i didn't really mean it.
but my dad reminded me of how powerful the word hate is.
she's just probably the most difficult person to understand and deal with. we are so different. she is her own person. and as hard as i try to help and fix things i always fail. when will i learn. i can't change who she is. i can't control how she acts. she will understand in her own time.
its hard to explain why i get so upset when she does something we both know is wrong. but she's stubborn and apparently so am i.
i do know that i love her.
today i apologized for some of the things i said and explained my frustration.
but really you can't take back the things you say.
my filter broke last night and i relearned a good lesson,
think before you speak.
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